One of the hangovers we had after one of the year's countdown at Hougang Mall with Xiao Li, Daniela, Wei Ben, and Jia~ Min~? When we were oh-so-young to keep having countdown session every year last time when we just started the life of a VI.

Another random picture found somehow in my album. After one of the year's retreat, lepaking at the campsite's canteen STONING. Too tired. Think I recall Chien Chaim sir,  Daniela, and Hadi sir singing at the other side of the picture while we stone.

Today is 24th of June, 0101 hours currently. I know I know~ Should be sleeping now but not sure why I suddenly want to revive my two years dead blog somehow. Maybe because I saw Eugene's post in Tumblr about going back to old blogs and read and recall all the old memories and it spark me to re-blog once again maybe?

I still recall last time I blog quite often and I guess that was how I ended up becoming one of the seven colours for the UnIchannel. Honoured to be the first bunch of bloggers to blog although the olden days post are all so KUKU MALU~ Haha!

Hello Low Yu Ping! A little catch up for you now... In April you had your graduation ceremony and now you are an official teacher in PCF Punggol East Kindergarten. *gasp for air* She-riously. Having anxiety issue. I want my first job to be perfect. Peepoo say Kindergarten teacher is easy to do but it is so not true!!! All the teachers in my centre are she-riously awesome and I have no idea how they can make it through!!! PANIC ATTACK. Later work will be back as usual. The last week of June before school starts officially for the little ones. Working hours for holidays are 0900-1700 hours. Now needing to return back to work, returning reality just frighten me... I have been living in my getaway life like going for camps (ULP 2013 and the Final Acestar camp AKA Arete and THEY ARE AWESOME LOW YU PING. You will never forget the experience in AON).

ANYWAYZ, I just want to find a platform to blog once in awhile to make sure I recall the past through uploading old pictures above and blog about my current life to make it like a live diary for myself. :)

TODAY~ Woke up. Felt good. Had breakfast. Swept the floor because it was she-riously dirty. Random texting with Clive and Jia~ Min~. Met Hadi sir around noon time to pass him the tripod stand for his filming of his upcoming NTU Dance Concert. Went to the Popular to buy things and bought KOI back home. THIRD TIME USING MY POSB CARD. Withdraw moneh to top up my ez-link card. Hahaha! Cooked my own noodles for lunchy. Forgotten about my grandma's dumplings. Will have that for lunchy later bah. Rush home for lunchy later then go back work again. HEHE. Settle Linkamania PMO  and service hours but half way because got errors here and there (after blogging will go back in action to finish it up!). A sudden movie date with Jia~ Min~ at Bishan to watch Monster University. Cool how they link this movie to the previous starting of their old movie. Met with Georgey Progy and chit chat at the so-called emo corner of Junction 8 with awesome Tako Yaki balls~ Wheeeeeeeeeeee~ Phoney dying soon and had to go home for dinner. Left Bishan at 2200 hours and random short Q&A session from Hadi sir through Jia~ Min~ phoney since mine R.I.P. by then when he called. After departing with Jia~ Min~ sudden shot of anxiety rushing through me because I am going to start work soon and I worried I am bad at handling parents and colleagues relationship. Walked home to have some alone time for myself with nature although many vehicles drive pass me. HAHA! Told myself I need to get over this anxiety issue no matter what because I need to work and move on in life. Wonders how... Keep calm and carry on! ^^ Got home and saw my mummy. Simple and gentle sentences from her mouth made me felt better but me no say about my anxiety issue she just ask me to bathe eat and sleep early (but WHOOMPS. Guess I am gonna sleep at around 0330 hours today. Really cannot take it. NEED TO RELEASE STRESS LEVEL THROUGH SOMETHING THAT DISTRACT ME FROM IT FOR THE MOMENT). Saw my doggy, Sky, and then played with him for awhile and went to wash up and have dinner/supper. Plus of course charge my dead phone (should be fully charged now).

This is a very random and weird blog post. Guess because I am partially tired bah. TEEHEE. Just a quote to future self, YOU BECOME THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE. Weird things will come in our way but we can make it through so long we believe and persevere on!!! Like my anxiety issue. SCARY but I made it through. Keep calm and control our own life. I can, you can, we all can! :)

NPStrings Training Camp 2010 acting retarded.

Today is 26th of December 2011, 4 more days to my Birthday and 5 more days till the end of the year... Many things are going to change... The Ops Team 1 Facebook Group may be cancelled? Everything will start afresh. The past will simply remain as the past when we move on. This year will be the last year they (Ambrose sir and Hadi sir) will be doing my appraisal... Oh wells.

This Christmas totally suck to the max, was feeling uncomfortable since 23 Decemeber and on the 25th of December, OFFICIALLY HAVING FEVER. Damn... Fever, feeling freaking cold, headache, body ache, throat infection. What is next manz? Can't even sleep properly. Got up a lot of time at the middle of the night and just text Jia Yuan and Wei Ben the gang that went to play L4D and they had breakfast after that! SO GOOD. Envy to the max yo! How I wish I could be there too... My temperature has been going up and down. Yesterday morning was 37.9 and in the evening it was 37.6 now... it is 38.2! *FAINT* Tomorrow still planning to go to the Zoological Park with Hui Xian, Terine, and Valerie... This year end is the most UNFORTUNATE one I can ever encounter... Someone save me!!!

:(

Shall go to bed now then... ARGH.

Would like to thanks all the Christmas and Birthday presents I had got so far! Thank Calvin (x2), Mdm Ho, Ms Nur, and Terine Tay for their Christmas gift! REALLY LOVE IT. <3 Thank my eldest sis and Hadi sir for my early Birthday present! Just in need for the pencil box and wallet! Haha!

Memories

ULP 2011, part of Alpha group flag!

3rd October 2011 (Monday)

Currently collected another five $1 coins for my $1 coins collection. :) Wonder how long more does it take me to fill up my bear bear container... Wanted to get a camera for myself once I saved enough but now... Not too sure what I want to get, shall see how it goes as years go pass then.

Went for a run just now and found out that my breath is getting shorter and shorter. Now still taking in deep breath as I type. Old already... *cough cough* Even coughed as I ran just now. Kept stopping too. Seriously have to run with someone next time to keep me in track and never stop running. Haha! May it be Ai Ping (third sis), Brenda, Jamie, anyone. Or can just play my favourite sport, badminton! Just wanna get my health back on track. Exercise three times per week shall do well for my body I think? HAHA!

Traveled a lot today to help get Daniela's thumb-drive from Red Cross Headquarter then to her school, Millennia Institute, which is somewhere near Jurong Point??? Hahaha! From HQ at Dhoby Ghaut to there. Woots. Long trip. Managed to finish up my storybook today on the way to her school and so excited to start the next storybook that I had borrowed. :)

After passing her the thumb-drive Daniela accompanied me at her school's bus-stop till her break ends and off she went back to her school for lesson. Just mingled and talk about random things that came to our mind. At first wanted to wait for her to end school which is at... 1445 hours? So that we can go buy Gong Cha together, but I gave up halfway while waiting because just feel uncomfortable wandering around in an unfamiliar place with no one to guide me. I ended up wandering at Jurong Point because Naqeah and Xiao Li managed to influence me to go there walk walk and explore. Hahas! How did I met Naqeah and Xiao Li? I texted them to see if their break is at 1245 hours because Daniela just ended her's.

Oh yes! Thanks Daniela for her H2O drink that she treated me too! :)

Back to story... So Naqeah replied me and apparently Ang Xiao Li did not because she say she is a good student who do not see her phone during lesson time... Hahax! LAME. But Naqeah managed to meet her and they both came out to look for me. Chatted and laughed and lame-ed away till about 1315 hours when their GP lecture is about to start. That was when they told me about going to Jurong Point and wander as I wait for Daniela.

Went to Jurong Point wandered here, there, don't know where. But after awhile I got bored and there was like another 30 minutes till her lesson end and traveling to Jurong Point will take some time too. This was when I decided to just GO HOME. Texted Daniela, took train from Boon Lay to Jurong East and then to Woodlands then took 161 home. Slept and slept and slept in all the rides I took. When I got to Seng Kang was about 1500 hours? Got hungry and went to Rivervale Mall to buy food. Bought a whole lot till my dad say I am going to turn into a pig soon. Hahaz! Guess this is the way I got motivated even more to do some exercises today.

Today weather feels like summer, a freaking warm one. Now just feel like eating ice-cream as I blog man. But ya, too full because mummy made an AWESOME dinner tonight. Lol! There is prawns with tomato sauce, egg and Chinese sausages with black sauce, and nice soup which daddy prepared in the afternoon. I prepared the rice! :D

Oh well. Now is 2335 hours...

Oh ya. This week is one busy one... Got to pack my camp bag tomorrow for my Thursday NPStrings Music Camp. It is from Thursday to Friday! FIVE DAYS FOUR NIGHTS. Insane madness yo! LOL.

After packing my camp bag have to head down to Greendale Primary School for their training. Sobs sobs. Time table suck big time this semester... Doubt I can commit to their training during this semester unless I have my holidays... Monday seem to be the only good one... Starts at 0900 hours ends at 1300 hours. The rest... OMG. Haha! Tuesday and Thursday starts at 0900 hours ends at 1800 hours. Tuesday only has one hour break and Thursday THREE hours break. *faint* Wednesday have my field particum which I guess will be as usual? 0900-1800 hours or even earlier? OMG. Friday starts at 1100 hours and ends at 1800 hours. Guess I can never escape the crowded bus-stop ya? ... But good thing is that I won't mind going for CCA? Because I don't have to wait for HOURS to start practice but after school, have dinner and head down for my CCA. HAHA!

Anywayz... After Greendale Primary School's Red Cross Youth training, will being heading down to Ngee Ann Polytechnic straight for NPStrings practice. Having our upcoming NPStrings Family Concert which is on the 15th of October 2011, Saturday. That is part of the reason why we are having this five days four nights camp, practice day and night. Lalala~ *faint*

Wednesday have practice but shall see if I want to go. May wanna stay at home and just slack before going for the camp which I won't get to see my family for the next five days four nights. Hahaha! *excuses*

Thursday start of camp. Friday have to book out from 0745 hours to maybe about 1600 hours because having our Moppets performance at Marine Parade Library that day to celebrate Children's Day. It ends at about 1500 hours so hopefully I can get back to school by about... 1600 hours? So that I won't miss THAT much of practice. Hahas! Reason being? Because I will be booking out on the whole of Saturday! Have Unit Instructor Programme's Training for the Trainers from 0900-1700 hours. But the nice thing is that Gui Luan may wanna accompany me for Macdonald breakfast at the King Albert Park before I head down to HQ which means freaking EARLY. Hahax! LOVES LOVES. After training... GONNA MEET UP WITH THE POLYTECHNIC FORUM PEEPS AT Vivo City FOR DINNER! WOOHOO. Hahaz! Best thing is that Hui Jian, Hui Min, and Zi Jian will be having their First Aid course that day too! So we can go down to Vivo City together and look for the rest! TEEHEE. Lol! After the dinner I will then head back to Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Loft then. :)

Stay in camp all the way till Monday and OMG. It is the last week of our HOLIDAY. Monday night have this Website Training at HQ about... 1830 hours? Camp ends at 1400 hours so I will have sufficient time to go home, unpack and OFF to HQ. AWESOME. LOL. After that heard having some sort of meeting so... Oh wells~

Having practice as usual on Tuesday and Wednesday but have to confirm the Wednesday one again because... I HAVING ANOTHER CAMP ON Thursday AND Friday! OMG. *faint* Having this School of Humanities Pre-leadership Camp but it is just two days one night at LEAST. :p Prepare us for our upcoming Actual Leadership Camp for our future leaders that are going to lead HMS I think? HAHA! Having two Actual Leadership Camp but only going one of them as the other clashes with my beloved UIP Contact Session 1! TEEHEE.

And finally... Before school starts... NPstrings is going to have our very own Family Concert at Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Music Box on Saturday and Sunday shall be my off day. :D

So many plans, so many things. Low Yu Ping! Pull it through all ya! ADD OIL ADD OIL.

Met lots of new peeps from the Polytechnic Forum with different personalities, background, commitments. Heard and learnt stories and experiences from them which determines myself to never say die. Have to stay strong no matter what.

It is always good to listen to nice motivation stories at times to just pick you up and make you move on. :)

Frankly speaking which I will want to go? It will have to definitely be the UIP.

Have many things in mind today which I don't know who to share with and who will want to listen to it...

Went for the HMS meeting just now. And on my way there had this very bad tummy ache which made me U-turn back to Hougang Mall to use the toilet. Not sure why but ya. Was having cold sweat and my tummy felt like a million needles poking through it.

Got to the meeting about 50 minutes late in the end... No one cared or even asked how I was and I know it is my business. But the phrase, care and concern in a team or even Exco? Maybe just not to me I guess?

Very depress after the meeting. Super awkward and just sat there listen to discussion totally not IN the picture at all.

But after meeting up my Secondary School's friends for dinner, I felt more lighten up. I can just be who I am and not caring what others say or what. Because they know me best for the whole five years in Hougang Secondary School. With them, I don't have to act like another person. And just be who I am. I don't need to think of things to say to them and BOOM. The conversation is there. Feel like leaving HMS Exco but I always have this positive mindset that MAYBE THIS TIME ROUND IT WILL BE BETTER? But ended up NO.

I miss my Secondary School days being so carefree and being myself. Having small appetite and just eating bread that I brought from home with Xiu En and all. Texting in between lessons to my RCY seniors and friends. Don't have to bother what others think about you and just live up to your name and self. Why can't I do that in Polytechnic now? All seem so different. I really DO miss those days.

As I took bus home with Esther, we talked about the past few Birthday surprises we gave her. It was so fun so happy. I was pretty lame too but even though I might be lame, they anticipate my lame-ness and joined in the fun instead of not bothering me etc. I love them so so much. It felt so WOW the past. Carefree and no worries.

When she got down the bus, we just kept waving hands to each other even though she might be like even outside the bus. We both still tried to have eye contact with each other and wave and smile good bye to each other. But now in Polytechnic? Maybe just the word bye with no eye contact and just a good bye for the sick of good bye. No continuous of waving hands like MISS YOU. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON type of feeling. Once you get down the bus, just take your phone out and stare at it. Not bothering the person in the bus. This is how simple and innocent and love we have with each other even though I had not met them for ages due to my busy schedule.

*teary eyes*

Is just that I feel so useless and helpless and the whole world seem to hate me. I hate myself for becoming who I am now.

Hopefully no cadets are seeing my blog. Since it's like dead for quite awhile..

I am really happy today to meet them, but somewhere somehow, my heart feels empty and lonely. Maybe because I have yet found a true friend that I can share every single thing not worrying him or her to judge me and actually be there for me and support me when I am down.

Feeling really soft now~ My heart had soften, my eyes had swollen, and my hands are trembling.

Sorry for the nag. I just needed a place to vet my sadness, unhappiness, and my very own speech. =)

MEMORIES.

I AM SERIOUSLY PISSED NOW.

NOT SURE WHY.

FEEL BAD FOR MY PARENTS BECAUSE THEY ARE HERE SEEING ME LOST CONTROL.

AHHHHHHHH!!

IRRITATING!

IT WAS ALL FINE JUST NOW.

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?!

I CAN FEEL THE FIRE BURNING IN ME BUT NOT SURE WHY.

HEAD SPINNING.

TYPING IN CAPS.

CLOSE MY EYES.

BREATHE.

CMI.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

THIS SERIOUSLY SUCKS MAN.

CRAPPISH FEELING NOW.

I NEED TO SCREAM AND JUMP AND JUST FALL LYING FLAT AMONG THE GRASS.

SOMETHING IS MAKING MY HEART SO TIED UP AND SO FRUSTRATED.

OMG.

AHHHHHHHHH!!

SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEEEE!!!!

NO ONE I GUESS?

*FAINT*

MEMORIES.

School started at 0900 hours that day as usual. First lesson was Designing Learning Environment tutorial AKA DLE. Sounds like DIE right? Haha! That was how our teacher commented on the very first lecture we had with her in the past. Hmmm. Time seem to past so fast... This coming week is already my last week of school before my examination arrives the following week... Since April till now... Battling with all the assignments, every struggle every help from my friends... Wow. Still have another 3 semester left in Ngee Ann Polytechnic... 1 and a half year more to go... Half more year to become a year 3 senior... Seeing ahead of me, so many things seem to be planned and organized for me... I am afraid to take the step out alone. Will anyone be there with me? My family? My friends? Mostly support I guess or I HOPE. HAHA! We all have our own life to live and support and balance with... Lets all ADD OIL together then! =)

Apparently her tutorial only Valerie and I attended from our gang. Hui Xian and Terine just skipped because the debarment day is over so can skip lesson and rest more? Hahaha! WHOOMPS. After this tutorial, had Mathematics for Young Children tutorial AKA MAYC. From 1100-1300 hours. But she dismissed us about 50 minutes earlier? Around... 1210 hours??? SUPER EARLY. Yeah yeah! Hahas! Enjoyed and had fun in this tutorial. It was very lighthearted and fun tutorial by Ms. Mona. Loves loves her. She even taught us 'dance moves' for a Singapore song. Something like this... Because we are Singapore~ Singapore~ Our hearts are big and wide for all~ La la la~ Hahax! The whole class danced together and laughed together. Then she say we need two representatives to 'perform' during our make-up lecture later in the evening. So of course! We sent out our two BEST players! Amalina and Shamah! WOOHOO. Lol! The MAs~ If only Uma joins too. LOL.

She also made us dance to this Indian song and we all laughed like mad again. Haha! But I was too hungry to laugh out loud and just smile and open my mouth with no sound? :P It was the most fun MAYC I ever had and really gonna miss Ms. Mona's lessons... =P Oh yes! And before we started dancing the Indian song, she ask us to warm up by rocking our body left and right. I just move left and right like a wood then she pointed me out. Hahaha! WHOOMPS. We all had a great time and laughed throughout the whole lesson.

Only brought $3.50 that today and was suppose to go for Korean dinner with Xian, Terine, and Val? DIE. Hahas! Had lunch after tutorial and ate Nasi Lemak for only $2.10!!!!!! OMG. AWESOME much?! Hahax! Went to eat with Ariel, Geraldine, Gwendolyn, Hui Teng, Shamah, Val, and Yeng Minn. Followed my wife, Minn Minn, and ate Nasi Lemak. Then my son, Shamah, tagged along and the three of us had Nasi Lemak together. Val waited for Xian to reach then eat with her. I can't because have to rush over to the School of Humanities AKA HMS block for some meeting with the advisor of the HMS Exco Committee at 1300 hours. If Ms. Mona did not dismiss us earlier, I told Ama that I will just fast with her man. But she ended early, so went to MAKAN. Hahaz!

Val so bad. So to compare the three Nasi Lemak meals that Minn, Shamah, and myself, my food always look the least appealing to her. Lol! But it is GOOD. Means no one will snatch my food. Muhahaha! WHOOMPS.

When Xian came, Val and her went to buy Yong Tau Foo. After awhile, I went off first. OH YES. This very day, I wore super like National Day because Xian say most people will wear like that in school! Then like only me lors. The three of them also wore red and white but not as obvious as mine. Make me feel so weirdz but me no care. Me loves loves Singapore! LOL. WOOHOO. GO Singapore!!!! X> I wore red top, white vest, with white pants...

Okay. Continue with my story... Walked to the lift lobby and waited for Ama then we went up together. Apparently she was at the Library with Alyssa, Izzah, and Yasmin. Two watching movie, Yasmin and her seeing pictures in Tumblr. Speaking of Tumblr. I am SO ADDICT to it now! Love to see all the nice quotes, pictures and simply kept reblogging them! LOVES LOVES. Haha!

Apparently Ama and I were the last two who reached. Saw Ms. May and she was one of our new advisor! WOOHOO. LOVES LOVES. HAHA! More devoted to HMS Committee now with HER AROUND. =)

Talked to us the change of the style of HMS Exco. Instead in year 3 selecting Chairperson etc and sort of 'kicking' the rest away, all of us will get promoted up and be mentors/advisors for the new year two Exco with all the Chairperson etc. So AKA our batch no Chairperson etc. No oppose to it and all of us agreed happily. =P One for all and all for one ya?

After meeting, Ama and I CMI. Rushed to the toilet first then meet Sarah and went to our Infant and Toddler Behavior Development lecture together. HAHA! After this lecture which is from 1400-1600 hours. Had another make-up lecture as mentioned from 1600-1800 hours for MAYC. But it ended really early. At about 1715 hours or so??? Hahaha! But apparently Xian, Terine, and Val skipped this lecture too and went off to Plaza Sing first. Me good girl, so stayed on. Hahas! WHOOMPS. Just kidding~ Is just that it is the last second week already, just pull it through then. And I know the lecture will be super fun and funny too! Because there isn't anymore assignment for it and there isn't any examination for it too. So ya. I just WENT. =D And I will feel super bad and guilty towards my parents for they work so hard and me just slack around skipping lessons??? That is just NOT ME.

For her lecture, we had group discussion with paper documents giving to each group. Then we have to search for new ideas in teaching children Mathematics from the article we read and write it down on the mahjong paper provided. My group consist of Ariel, Gel, Gwen, Teng Teng, Minn AKA wife wife XD, Shamah, Joey, Uma. Two MAs in our group. Hahax! Really loved Minn-y that day! She is like super funny and fun to be with! AND I AM NOT A LESBIAN NO WORRIES. Hahaz! But good to mix around with friends who are so cheerful, bubbly, happy, crazy about life you know?

I ended up presenting for our group with the mic. OMG. Lol! Oh yes! Played with Minn before lecture started Kartrider! WOOHOO. And I won her TWICE. Yeah yeah! LOL. Then apparently Ariel started to use my phone and played with Minn because she never played before and she got kind of addicted to it too. X}

After all groups presented, we started the Singapore song contest starting from T01. So since our class is T05, we are the last to go. Leave the best for the LAST. Oh yes~ Haha! All the classes that went up, the WHOLE class went up! But our class is the UNIQUE one, only two person went up. Which are the twos that we had selected Ama and Shamah! WOOHOO~ Only their performance had the MOST SCREAMS AND CHEERS AND SUPPORTS. Loves loves T05 to the MAX. Supportive as EVER. Ethel and Le Ying even videoed down the whole performance. It was a GREAT DAY TO END WITH~ Then after all classes performed, Ms. Mona gave out a Singapore flag badge to each of us and a piece of chocolate saying to the Muslims that because their trip back home may be quite far and just in case if they are still caught up in the jam and they are suppose to break fast, they can eat the chocolate. SO SWEET RIGHT??? Hahas!

After giving out all the goodies. We all did the dance together as a whole lecture. It was so AWESOME and COOL. It was really an AWESOME day to end with such performance, such happiness, such laughter. LOVES LOVES.

After that went down to Plaza Sing to meet Xian, Terine, and Val for dinner. Apparently, they were roaming around some place taking photos and lame videos. Hahax! Had dinner with them, laughed, teared because the food were too spicy, talked, took photos, and just had fun. Was late for the Post Mortem and still was not able to finish up the food. OMG. Left them there to accomplish the food then. Hahaz! Val paid for me first and I will pay her back on Monday when we see each other to do our ITA2 group assignment then. Since we don't have lessons from Monday to Wednesday. TEEHEE. Lol!

Rush down to Red Cross Headquarter for the Post Mortem then. Walked like crazy... LOL. Oh yes! And because I was charging my phone in the restaurant, I ask Xian to text Hidayah saying I will reach at about 1945 hours. Will be around 15 minutes late? Then she sent saying I will be 30 minutes late! IDOITZ. LOL.

The restaurant has plug just next to the table you know?! SUPER COOL. Can charge your phone there! Haha! So aunties~ La la la.

When I was about to reach HQ, Hadi sir suddenly called and I was like. Errr. Hello sir? HAHA! Scare got scolding for being LATE. WHOOMPS. Hahaha! Then he suddenly say Oh. I saw you. I was like huh??? Then he hang the phone. Hahaha! LAMEZ. So scare, at night he saw me but me no see him... Hahas!

Went for the Post Mortem and was really tired. Ran to the toilet halfway because drank too much water at the Korean shop. Too spicy. Hahax!

Apparently our Post Mortem ended at like 2200 hours? And Hadi sir said last year's Post Mortem ended at only 2000 hours? OMG. Big BIG difference! Hahaz!

While waiting for Ying Yan to finish her minutes lesson by Sylvia ma'am, I took a short nap in the Conference room. CMI. Too much fun for the whole day. Lol! Once Ying Yan was done, we went off and apparently they walked too fast and left Hidayah and I behind. Guess because they stay at Boon Lay area, too far. Have to rush home. LOL. But so bad... Wait for her but she never wait for me... SOBS SOBS.

As I walk with Hidayah slowly singing and dancing to her the Singapore song Ms. Mona taught us that day, suddenly Anton sir, Hadi sir, and Sylvia ma'am stopped us asking me where is my phoney? I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN WHERE I LEFT IT. Tap my pocket no have, search my usual spot in my bag where I will usually place my phoney, no have. DIE LOST SOMETHING AGAIN. Then Hadi sir suddenly do some sort of magic saying my bag will appear a chocolate as I find my phoney. I then found my phone and Hadi sir dig out a chocolate from my bag??? Got confused then Sylvia ma'am say it was her's but nevermind. So I quickly return her. Haha! But not sure why all those stuff were in my bag though... WEIRDZ WEIRDZ.

Kept singing and dancing the song to Hidayah. La la la~ LOVE IT. HAHA! Reached the MRT station and then part away. Not sure why Sylvia ma'am never take purple line this time round, ended up only Hadi sir and I took purple line home.

Walked, talked, and I am going for UIP THIS YEAR. Yeah! Like-a-finally worx! Hahaha! Last year due to some lame reason last minute pull out. SIANZ to the MAX. Now so gonna stay all the WAY. YEAH MAN. Hahas!

Train came and we both just DASH into it JUST before DOORS CLOSING. OMG. Got so freaking SCARE can?! Hahax! Halfway through the trip, suddenly remember of the bromance thingy the Chien Chiam sir had with Hadi sir. Then told Hadi sir about it and he was like NO. Hahaz! So funny~ Apparently he also watches Nigahiga! So the next half of the trip home we entertained ourselves with Nigahiga lame and funny videos! WOOHOO. Laugh non-stop. Only got back to watching Nigahiga this few days thanks to Xian. Last time when in Secondary School Yu Jia introduced me the videos and then went Polytechnic, stopped watching and then HERE I GO AGAIN. Lol!

Got down the train still watching the video, exit the train station then we stopped watching. Walked to the usual bus-stop place and waited for 83. That was when Hadi sir told me about last year's Post Mortem and this year's then reason why he compare both CACRCYRD of 2010 and 2011 etc. Talk crap, talk about public speaking and got lots of new ideas of teaching cadets in being more confident in public speaking etc. Sadly, was not able to find the notes from the Public Speaking workshop that Ama and I went last year. If not can show Hadi sir to see see look look. Bus came, said bye and double confirm that tomorrow's attire is casual and off I went home. Continued Nigahiga in the bus and while I walk home from the bus-stop I got down. Haha! Simply AWESOME.

Got home, bathed, slack for hair to dry up, and sleeping time because have to wake up early at around 0700 hours to get ready etc for the Youth Ambassabor Blood Programme's Train the Trainers' Session. Have to reach Bloodbank @ HSA by 0900 hours. No clue how to get there. So decided to meet Hadi sir at the Outram Park MRT station. Hahax! But ended up taking train down together to Outram Park the very next morning because both of us were 'sort of' late. WHOOMPS. Hahaz!

Okayz. Me shall jump back to do my IT & Application 2 group assignment bahz. Shall blog for the happens on Saturday later on if I have the time. =P Now is 1701 hours, 7 August 2011, Sunday.

Suddenly miss the times we had together with Alvin, Gui Luan, and all the NPStrings peeps last year... But now it seems to change. Or maybe just me? ...

MEMORIES

Hmmm. What happened on Thursday? Had school starting from 0900 hours that day. Ooh! First tutorial was the Infant and Toddler Behavior Development AKA ITBD, from 0900 to 1100 hours. WOOTS. It was PRESENTATION DAY. Hahaz! It was a group assignment = group presentation. So not so bad I guess? Presenting as a group? Lol! But the first half part was about our individual observation of my child. For example mine was Christy. CUTE CUTE. :P Okay. So apparently our group is the third to present after drawing lots. As the first two team go by... I got more and more tense up and nervous... OMG. Plus in our group, I am the FIRST to present and sort of do the 'opening'. Die times two. LOL. But had fun presenting, with humors here and there plus Val's cute video of her nephew. =D HOPE WE MANAGE TO PULL THROUGH AND SUCCEED IN THE PRESENTATION PART. *finger cross*

Apparently lesson suppose to end at 1100 hours, but it was dragged till 1200 hours. OMG. Was starving there~ But I know the Muslim, are fasting at that period of them. Even at 1200 hours I am already gone case. Wonder how they pull through till 1918 hours??? Salute to the Muslims man. Always wanted to try but always fail. But Amalina shared with me this quote which I found it rather true about fasting. It is something like this 'It is actually possible, it is how you persevere through' Something similar but not exactly word by word from her. Haha! That's why Ama always inspire me. :]

Went for lunch then Hui Xian accompanied me to print my assignments because my house no more papers to print... LAMEZ. Saw Ai Ping, third sis, at Atrium and got shock. She was there giving out coke. If you were to notice, there are free coke distribution around Singapore this few days I guess. On this very day, she came to Ngee Ann Polytechnic to give out coke and promote people to have a healthy lifestyle. My friends and I find it rather contradicting??? HAHA! Coke and staying healthy??? Hmmm.

But oh wells. At first rejected the first guy that wanted to give Xian and I. Plus Xian and I at the beginning was like, lets not take the coke okay? Just keep walking. Hahaha! In the end? Still took the coke from the second promoter which is apparently, Low Ai Ping. Hahas! She ask us what ways do we plan for the future to keep fit and then paste it on the board behind. Apparently, she wrote on BEHALF of me and say, accomplishing a 25km run. CRAZY. I like to run, but running around the housing area is already killing me, not saying 25km! Hahax!

After seeing her etc, went to print my assignment while Xian stayed outside and enjoy the song performance at Atrium too. Apparently Atrium was rather lively for that moment of time. Oh yes. And it was drizzling. Tsk tsk tsk. Xian shoes were kind of totally cloth and totally drench. Mine was sneakers, but still drenched but not as bad as Xian I guess.

Walked back to class as Terine and Val went back to class first after lunch while Xian accompanied me to print. Thank you very MUCHI Xian! :b

Oh yes! Saw Jia Min at SIM canteen when I was about to leave and she was about to enter. Hahaz! Chatted for like super long and Terine had to hurry me off. WHOOMPS. SOrry~ Long time no see Jia Min already mahz. Lol! Chat about what happened yesterday, how Zaidi sir was like sort of chanting Jia Min's name. X} SO SWEET. Awwww~~ How Jia Min feel so tired and kind of lazy to go for the Saturday Evacuation Workshop for YOs. What we did for Chien Chiam sir's sort of farewell dinner before he enters Commando camp officially. SO COOL. LOL. Had always look up to those Colors Party and Commando peeps. WOOHOO.

Submit assignment. Found out that suppose to submit another lesson plan. Ama and Le Ying went to print that part for themselves and me again. SIANZ. Xian, Terine, and Val re-submitting their assignment the next day.

Chit chat with lecturer for this was the last day attending her tutorial and NO MORE. Sobs sobs... After tutorial went off first with Ariel, and Geraldine because the three of them have Effective Communication Tutorial and not me. Haha! Mine was the previous week.

Ariel went off first with my coke because I can't seem to finish it and she went to look for her friend in school. Gel and I then walked towards the bus-stop, apparently half of the trip we were like seriously walking under the rain. :] As we were walking, first person I saw was Karloke. Got shock. Wave hands and then walked pass each other. Second person I saw or I should say, heard, was Nicholson. Did not saw him at the first place, then heard my name and turned around. Shock times two. Saw him. Then ask him why he was not with Sister Loke? Thought they were bromance. Apparently, he seems to be blur as ever. Paused for the moment, then say, I thought he and I were sisters. Then I was like. Oh ya! They both are sis and Xian and I are the bros. HAHA! Chatting halfway, Sister Loke suddenly appear shock times three. Wave hands to each other again then say bye to each other again. Sister Loke then add another word as he walked pass me, going to the library and I was like. Oh... The wonder. Hahaha!

Saw Ai Ping at Atrium again and she was packing up the place. Ask where she going next and she say she going back to SIM to study. Wow~ After work, study. Chiong like mad.

Got to the bus-stop, Gel bought the bus first. I stayed there and waited for my bus that drops me at the 174 bus-stop because going down to Red Cross Youth Headquarter to pack up the CACRCYRD Logistics as Friday will be the Post Mortem for it already. Hahas! Super slow...

Suddenly Xian and Terine apparent next to my left and right saying to each other things like aiya. Bus so long still not yet here? Ya lor. Shock times four. Apparently they skipped the Effective Communication tutorial and left Val all alone for it. Hahax! Tsk tsk tsk. So bad...

Told Xian about the incident just now I had with Sister Loke and Sister Nic. She was like. Sister Loke trying to act hardworking only lors. Go library and study. Hahaz! So funny~

Since they were there, I decided to take bus 74 with them then. Since it also reach my destination. First 74 came, Terine failed to push the people away. Oh yes. Terine is our pusher when it comes to boarding of buses. Lol! WHOOMPS. No la~ Just that among the four of us, she is always the FIRST to be able to board the bus while the rest of us slowly squeeze up with the crowd. Haha!

So we waited for the next bus and I commented, shall we try our luck with the hip hop jelly today? Our gang LOVE it to the MAX. Cheap and YUMMY. Mmmmmmmmmm. HAHA! Went to Cheers but luck was not on our side, no stock again. So we walked back to the bus-stop again like some kukuz. :b

Board the bus, Terine feels awkward again as she sat at a seat trying hard to reserve the seat next to her for Xian. Hahaha! As Xian slowly stroll in with the crowd. =>

Said bye to them and got down the bus and then board the bus 174. Got to HQ and started to keep and pack the logistics. Hopefully it's not messy~ Tried my best? X) Brought the walkie talkies down with the admin papers etc just in case they needed it tomorrow and they can also pack their paperwork seeing what is needed and what are not. Got to know a new VDD again, as Adam. Wow. Was amaze by him when he spoke Mandarin fluently, even better than ME. And I thought he was a Muslim. But apparently, during Post Mortem, got to know he is an Indian who is a Muslim and can speak Mandarin. *jaw drop* This is simply insanely confusing. Then he say, Aiya. Racial harmony. Hahas! So funny~

Went home straight after doing this packing at HQ. At first going down to Wen Xin's house to get the flag from her for Daniela's school NDP, then no need, then need again, then no need again. Hahax! So confusing~ But luckily I did not went down to Wen Xin house too. =)

Got home half dead. Sat on the floor in my parent's bedroom and stoned. Then told my dad who was watching television in the bedroom that I want to buy food and took money to buy dinner for mummy, him, and myself. Got back, bathed, tried out, had dinner, slack the night away because NO MORE ASSIGNMENT DUE THIS WEEK. Slack a little and have to CHIONG again next week or maybe tomorrow, Sunday? Hahaz! Die die. Now the final assignment to do is ITA2, need to create a website as a group then the 'school' website which we had created need to link to our individual portfolio website filled with our doings etc. OMG. I seriously suck at it. Hope Gui Juan can help and guide us in this area man... *finger cross* Thanks Gui Juan!!!!

Slept after slacking around at around 2230 hours? Looking forward to the Friday! Because going to have dinner with Xian, Terine, and Val at the Korean shop in Plaza Sing then going down to my lovely CACRCYRD Post Mortem! :p TEEHEE. Shall blog the other days when I wake up again... Now is 0121 hours, 7 August 2011, Sunday. =]