Memories

Totally screwed up today. Sigh. Feel down now... I don't even know what I had done today. I hate myself for everything. I had officially screwed up my life. I need to talk to somebody and find new motivation for myself. I hate hate hate hate hate myself. OMG. Feel like knocking my head against the wall right now. Time is ticking. Time wait for no man. But I just don't know how to appreciate time.

Hate.

Regret.

Guilty.

No time no time.

I am nothing good.

Happy memories today... Nil.

Sad memories today... Too many.

Simply wanna sleep my way through and be a total dead zombie. But it will destroy what I had created in the past. Ahhh.

Tired.

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