Wish it. Dream it. Do it.

Practice my guitar just now. Playing at home was easy, because at least only my parents and dog is listening to my practice. But I really can't picture myself playing the guitar in the November mini concert. OMG. I know that I always dreamed about being about to play an instrument in a concert and this is the moment when my dream can come true. But I am really stressing out now. I know that it is like about TWO MORE MONTHS till the concert and I am just THINKING TOO MUCH as usual... But WHAT IF? What if I can't catch the beat again? What if I am a pace slower and that day? What if I just screw up the whole thing and pull the group down? WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF? *pull hair pull hair pull hair* I know that if I never try, I never know what will happen. Maybe all my WHAT IF will not happen? But again... WHAT IF?! OMG~ Hahax! Have been also envying those people who performed in front of many people because it was really COOL. Never been a music type of CCA and this is my first time. Really EXCITED but yet worried too... Hahaz!