Memories.

I want to be the old me where I am always helping out whenever I am free but not like now, just don't feel like doing anything but sit back and relax.

I am still so young but yet I feel so old. Time is ticking and when I become adults it might be even more difficult for me to help out in whatever organisation or even Red Cross Youth.

I know all this but I am really tired...

Received E-mails from the trainers from my TCP Empowerment Camp 3 and I feel like a failure now. Want to help, but really lazy and my eyes does not seem to open as wide as before.

I want to join my Red Cross Youth seniors and peers for dinner after events like before but recently I am really tired and exhausted but I DON'T KNOW WHY?

I want to do so many things but yet I can't or maybe to say... I AM LAZY TO DO IT.

Greed.

That is the only thing I can say about me. Never know my own limits.

Tired.

My eyes are going to close any moment.

Wallet is with Jia Yuan now, left it in her bag. Going to get it from her tomorrow.

Need to plan my planner tomorrow, practice guitar, do French homework and just study.

It seems little but why do I feel so 'heavy' now?

So going to a coma later when I go to bed. Wonder what time I will get up~