Memories

Today... Had chocolate cake for breakfast and then went for the final leap of house viewing today. Went to quite a number of houses and had a in between break for our late lunch and then continue with the viewing of houses.

Not in a good mood now. So can't really laugh. Sorry.

Went to two houses that has dog(s), really cute. While seeing houses just kept messaging my cadets and YO. So many things to do. So many things in mind and I freaking scare I will slip out anything or forget anything.

Got home and straight away knock out in my living room. Woke up and dinner was on the table already. Had porridge. My parents and second sis, Li Ping, then went for a second viewing while I rest at home and we confirm moving into that house already. Not sure the block number, but it is a 17 floor high Seng Kang flat. No more walking of staircase for me already... Don't really like... But no choice. My one voice cannot compete against the other five voices in my family... Maybe this is one of the reason why I feel unhappy now.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Going to cry again blog... I DON'T KNOW WHY. I VERY TIRED BLOG. I DON'T KNOW HOW. I LIKE A DUMMY I FEEL. USELESS USELESS AND MORE USELESS. FRUSTRATING. VERY VERY FRUSTRATED. IRRITATED.

Happy things. My eldest sis, Mei Ping, her boyfriend proposed to her today at Vivo City already~ And when she tell me, I was already in a bad mood and could not celebrate the joy she had in her and her boyfriend, Jia Xiang. Jia Xiang was around too, he sleeping overnight at our place today. But I just can't be bothered with anything just now and just kept using my laptop while my twin sisters got hype up and kept talking about the ring he bought for my sis.

Later have to wake up at 0600 hours for the NYAA Chapter outing from 0830-1900 hours for Exco Committee. And we don't get to have the Alumni Club House member card because our club is very small. Is like what?! We plan the exact among of activities like other clubs too! It was just crap. Can't be bothered with it too, anyway my friends and I always go to SIM eat only. WHO CARES.

I want to sleep. Why do I always feel lost when I am asked to do something. Maybe I just too dumb. Or maybe just NOT NEEDED. Or I too slow and everything is done and I feel irritated because I did not do anything and I feel bad and guilty. I think is more of the point three and also a few percentage of the point one and two.

Valerie saying, " It's nice to go out with you all, I feel carefree and just feel super happy and light and nothing to worry about. " I think sometimes I do agree with Valerie. When we go out, we just GO OUT. We talk random things and craps and play together and take pictures here and there.

I think the same goes to Gui Luan, but it had been real long since I last met her... She is like my big sister.

Later in the day, outing with NYAA Chapter. Only 15 people going inclusive of Exco committee. Going to school first and followed by East Coast Park.

Tuesday nothing to do. But want to plan training for my unit's FAC team. We will see how it goes then.

Wednesday going out with Evil Partner (EP), Jia Min, to shop shop at Dhoby Ghaut.

Thursday having Life Run First Aid Duty for my school, Hougang Secondary School. Go there and help out my cadets. After that, in the afternoon going to help out under NPStrings because they have some performance going on and will be helping out in ushering people to their seats etc I think, that was what Zhi Wen said.

Friday doing First Aid Duty at Naval Base Primary School House Carnival and after that have World Red Cross Day Recee in the school we gonna held our event at.

Saturday is Mei Ping's Birthday but in the morning going down to unit to train with cadets for FAC first.

Sunday is FREE.

Goodnight and goodbye old house... We are going to move away from you soon... I will definitely miss you lots and lots and lots...

Love,

Your previous owner's child,

Low Yu Ping

May the next owner treasure you...

xoxo